Ravenith

Hello!

I know I've been gone pretty much this entire year and not uploaded anything for months now or answered any of the most recent comments that I've been getting and I apologize for that. 
This year has not been easy. We decided to put Lady, my dog, up for adoption in February and she got adopted in June. I've been a mess since then and my depression and anxiety has gotten real bad because of that. 
Lady was my happiness and I miss her a lot, but it was the best thing we could've done for her. 

I don't know when I'll start uploading photos again, because I haven't even visited the zoo this year and the last time I even picked up my camera was in February. 
And I do apologize in advance if I don't answer to comments or if it takes a while to answer them.. 

I got a new logo designed by Felicia Langnes! 
I'm in love with it! Thank you once again, Felicia! 

Here's a link to her website: felnes.se

Hello!  

I've been meaning to write another journal entry for a while now, I mean, my last entry was in July.
A lot of things has happened while I was away from deviantart.

I got home earlier from my trip to Australia, which I mentioned in my previous entry and that was because I had really bad panic attacks while I was away. I don't know why, but it was awful.
That left me with a lot of anxiety when I got home. I felt was really disappointed in myself and I really didn't want to wake up in the mornings because of it. That's also when I stopped uploading 
stuff here on deviantart, because I thought I really needed a break from everything to get myself back up again. 

I haven't been to the zoo since April and I haven't edited any of my photos for a few months now. I just think I needed this break from everything that I really like doing to feel better again. 
I'll try to start uploading photos soon again, since I really like sharing my photos with you guys and getting all your feedback. I also have a lot of your photos to go through, which I will take my 
time to do before I start uploading. 

I just want to thank you all for staying and still watching, even though I haven't uploaded anything for a while. 
I really appreciate it. It really means a lot to me

So.. I was suppose to be in Australia from the 19th of June to the 14th of July, but that isn't happening..
I had a major panic attack when we landed in Singapore and I had plenty of more major panic attacks when we landed in Australia. I was stressed out, had a lot of anxiety and got major panic attacks during the time I was there and in the end we decided to head back home to Sweden. I got home last Tuesday evening, (28th of June), and I've calmed down a lot since I've got home. My anxiety level is still rocket high, since everybody at home keeps talking about me coming home earlier and stuff. 

I won't be uploading anything new here on dA, since I don't have anything new to upload. I still have some photos to edit from this years zoo visits, but I don't know when I'll be uploading anything. 
I just feel like shit now and I'm so disappointed in myself for coming home earlier..

Hello!

You might've noticed, (or not), that I've been a bit offline here on dA and that I haven't uploaded anything for a while now. 
I've been lacking a lot of motivation, not only for editing and photographing, but even my life motivation. I've been feeling a bit down, overwhelmed and really stressed and there's a lot of things going on in my life that's been bringing me down and I'm still trying to figure out how to make my way through all of that. Most of my stress is basically due to my upcoming trip to Australia and I'm pretty anxious about it too. I don't really like airports, (mostly because of my social anxiety), and I really don't like flying.. So yeah, that's really stressing me up. 

With that said, I'm off to Australia in two weeks and I'll be back in Sweden on July 14th, so it's a pretty long trip. My sister moved to Australia this January and she's studying there, which is the reason I'm going there in the first place, together with my dad. We're also going to New Zeeland and my dad and I will be spending two days in Singapore before we head back to Sweden. Oh, and speaking of Singapore - we're going to do a day trip to Singapore Zoo and we're also visiting their night park, which I'm really looking forward to!

I won't be uploading anything new here on dA before I leave, but I'll start submitting photos when I get back to Sweden again.