April update.

The reason for my lack of update here on dA is because of me getting off my medication, which my doctor told me to do, and I haven't gotten anything new yet, but I might get new medicine on Thursday. I'm having this huge meeting about some stuff regarding my health and I'm really nervous about it and I haven't been sleeping well since the days have gotten closer and closer to that meeting. 

BUT, my motivation and my inspiration for photography has come back. It was gone for almost three months and I disliked every photograph I took during these three months and I didn't know why. I think the main reason for my lack of motivation was because I was comparing myself to others waaay to much and I didn't think my photos were good enough

Another reason for my lack of update is that I'm changing my blog design on my Swedish blog and I'm not posting anything new there either, at the moment and I really want to focus on getting that design up, since I spend almost all my online time on updating it or answering comments/reading other people's blogs. But yeah, I still have a few things to fix, but I might start uploading new photos by the end of this week


I was at the zoo twice in January and twice now in April and I got some pretty good shots during these last visits. But I don't know if it's okay to upload some of the shots I got today when I was at the zoo, since they were feeding the tigers and the head of the animal was still attached to its body and almost all of my good shots contains shots of the dead animal's head D: 

I'll be leaving Sweden at the end of May to visit my aunt in the UK, so I'll be spending a weekend at her place and I kind of hinted that London Zoo is close by and my aunt called my mom to tell her that we might spend a whole day at London Zoo, which made me really happy. I really like to visit zoos in different countries, it's interesting and I get to see animals I've never seen before